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Jul. 29th, 2009 | 02:35 pm


im still hope i can possiblly get back for some of Friday

i feel so underprepared lol
ya this is gonna be fun

still have no real sunday plans

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Jul. 28th, 2009 | 12:18 pm

its raining here

......just wonderful

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Jul. 24th, 2009 | 11:57 pm

well im leavin tommaro/today *sarcastic yay*

hopefully they have internet connection up in the cabin im going to be at for a week

sortve not happy since i dont have another week to get stuff for AFO done and not having to rush to get stuff done before then

oi and dani i wouldve come to ur house and steal u and tie u to the roof of the van lol

but cant 8L

not the best of ideas but oh well

so i shall be texting people (mostly Val and Dei) like nuts on that long ride up there

if i dont answer more or less i fell asleep in the car from lack of sleep which remides me i should be sleeping but i am not drinking soda was such a smart idea ........not.

so i shall see ya in a week if i cant get on

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Jul. 21st, 2009 | 01:47 am

i got only a week to get all my cosplays, commisions, and everything else for AFO 

darn u trip to Kentucky >_<

so ya wont be getting back till late friday

hopefully ealier cause if i do i will run over to AFO and do stuff

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Jul. 18th, 2009 | 01:10 am

Danm i feel freaken useless to everyone

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Im freaking out here

Jul. 14th, 2009 | 01:36 am
mood: numb numb

i am panicking here and i feel so scared to even feel safe to be in my own room. it feels like someones just lurking and bout to kill me i feel really scared and i have not sleep at all and i dont understand why am i getting this feeling but its driving me absolute nut at this rate i will have a mental case and have to go to the hospital

but why dont i feel safe and that someones after me

i am getting scratches and bumps that appear out of noware and i cant stop it IM FREAKING OUT HERE AND GOING NUTS I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO START CUTTING MY SELF AGAIN

......its nobodies fault

im just losing my mind here

hopefully i might be here tommaro

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yea update on things here

Jul. 1st, 2009 | 10:45 pm

hey its been awhile since i put up a good journal so might as well update stuff

okthe disney cruise trip was very fun mostly due to all the free and unlimited amounts of ice cream and food its a wonder how i didnt gain weight after it 

the weather that my friend was defeintally not on my side that trip. EVERYWARE we stopped it was either over casted and windy or just plain heat after u get back from a clouldy and raining snorkeling trip in the bahahmas. The worst thing to happen was at cast away keys and the wind was blowing so hard the canceled everything but the swiming and that means i couldnt go Para sailing which i was looking the most forward on the trip after the bahamas T)T

but the plus side the entertainment on the ship was fun they even had musicals and free movies. i got to see the Proposal which was reallly really funny and good and the people in the audience adding thier commens made it ten times better lol. Got to see the pixar movie UP which was alright but the propasal had it beat

but they had TOY STORY THE MUSICAL which was my fav out of all of them because they literlly had the toys supersized and stuck people into the costumes it was amazing.


moving on im doing fine not doing much just vouluntering for Give Kids the World which the place is very neat since it was like a little miniture disney but still decentlly big for a charity progeram to help kids. had my hair cut short donated to locks of love and my head feels so much lighter now. Getting cosplays stuff done oh and VAL i miss u cant wait to do that CMV, photoshot and whatever that idea that u hd for AFO that i still dont know yet but i probably will find out one way or another dont know if i should be scared or not but come back soon from South America.

so ya i havent done much just some disney trips with Andrea and Jessica. other meet ups and finding people being on AIM not much to do around here so im a bored saix

so ya comment on how u guys been doing kairi out

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Jun. 11th, 2009 | 12:04 pm

WEEE i am so excitied that im getting my hair cut really short so no more long hair

so tommaro atleast a good foot of hair is getting cut off  and i get shoulder length hair ^)^ maybe even shorter but its got to grow back a little for dance so it cant be that short oh well

so yay i am excited

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28 question thing

Jun. 10th, 2009 | 09:09 pm

stole from val aka xemnas

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends! (Because you need to tell me what your favorite movies and music artists are before we can ever truly be friends, clearly.)

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

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May. 19th, 2009 | 06:05 pm

yea stole this from Xemy

should be doing hw but isnt

I am 5'4" or shorter
I think I'm ugly
I have many scars

tan easily
I wish my hair was a different colour
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance
I have/I've had braces
I wear glasses
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free

I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
I have more than 2 piercings

I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles

family/home life.

I've sworn at my parents
I've been kicked out of the house
My biological parents are together
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday
I have children
I've lost a child


I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
Disney movies still make me cry
I've snorted while laughing
I've laughed so hard I've cried
I've glued my hand to something

I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose (new years drinking apple cider went everywhere)
I've had my pants rip in public


I was born with a disease/impairment
I've had stitches
I've broken a bone
I've had my tonsils removed
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend
I've had my wisdom teeth removed
I had a serious surgery
I've had chicken pox


I've driven over 200 miles in one day
I've been on a plane

I've been to Canada
I've been to Niagara Falls
I've been to Japan
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa
I've been to France


I've been lost in my city
I've seen a shooting star
I've wished on a shooting star

I've seen a meteor shower
I've gone out in public in my pajamas
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I've been to a casino
I've been skydiving
I've gone skinny dipping
I've played spin the bottle
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
I've seen the Northern Lights
I've sat on a roof top at night
I've played chicken
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (loved it)
I've eaten Sushi
I've been snowboarding


I'm single.
I'm in a relationship
I'm available
I'm engaged
I'm married
I've gone on a blind date
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
I miss someone right now
I have a fear of abandonment
I've been divorced
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
I've kept something from a past relationship


I've had a crush on someone of the same gender

I've kissed a member of the same gender ( i have never kissed anyone period....this is sad)
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender
I've had sex with someone of the same gender
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time
I am a cuddler (yup)
I've been kissed in the rain
I've had sex outdoors
I've hugged a stranger
I have kissed a stranger
I have had sex with a stranger


I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
I have lied to my parents about where I am
I am keeping a secret from the world
I've cheated while playing a game
I've cheated on a test

I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school
I've witnessed a crime
I've been in a fist fight
I've been arrested
I've shoplifted


I've consumed alcohol
I smoke cigarettes
I smoke pot
I regularly drink
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them
I've done hard drugs
I've been addicted to an illegal substance
I take cough meds when I'm not sick
I can't swallow pills
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

mental health.

I have been diagnosed with depression
I shut others out when I'm depressed
I take anti-depressants
I have an eating disorder
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
I've hurt myself on purpose

I'm addicted to self harm
I've woken up crying


I'm afraid of dying (big time fear)
I hate funerals
I've seen someone dying
I have attempted suicide
Someone close to me has attempted suicide
Someone close to me has committed suicide


I can sing well
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
I open up to others too easily
I don't kill bugs
I curse regularly
I sing in the shower

I am a morning person
I paid for my cell phone ring tone
I'm a snob about grammar
I am a sports fanatic
I play with my hair
I have/had "x"s in my screen name
I love being neat
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day
I bake well
My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
I don't know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
I laugh at my own jokes
I eat fast food weekly
I believe in ghosts
I am online 24/7, even as an away message
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
I am really ticklish
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails
I play video games
I'm good at remembering faces

I'm good at remembering names [Kinda.]
I'm good at remembering dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I've been honest while filling out this meme


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